we put the fun in funeral

Friday, September 01, 2006

"my love is electric..."

new york has been insane. the monkey on my back. personified by simi. he was amazing. all of the pictures where it looks like me and joe are kissing him are actually us blowing on his face, it kept him calm and sorted. he is in love with hot air being blown in his mouth- and besides who could ever expect us to dress in some designed bullshit for anything- 1880s represent. capes and monocles. but he represented us. i just cant even say the way the tears welled up in my eyes when i realized we could never be let down by you guys. everytime i think youre over us or whatever. it just makes me stutter. sorry for sounding stupid. im a bit tired. we have some cool things in store.

back to the studio this weekend. we will be back next year with new songs that might catch your ear if we are lucky.

smiles can come in the most unlikely of places. i am letting myself be happy. so thank you. i adore the reflection of the way you see me, even if i dont believe it. yes, i have a mullet. yes, i think of you far too much.

i promise you that you will love the new cobra starship record. the perfect soundtrack to makeout until dawn and drive home listening to. it will change your insides.

youd never guess but you made me bloom. by accident.

congratulations to our good friends in panic at the disco, 30 seconds to mars and all american rejects.

happy bday, joey t.

"tonight... i am a drug you cant deny...."

i miss hemingway. but honestly, thank you.