we put the fun in funeral

Friday, June 09, 2006

jim dear and darling.

sometimes its like whats the point in anything. i am glad i have figured you out. it took one million times. but on one million and one i gave up on you. its the opposite of losing your virginity, its the opposite of dreams.

im glad i got the chance to be a complete nerd and talk to superheroes on the red carpet. im glad i didnt waste it on movies and people i wasn't obsessed with. i am glad i am three thousand miles away from you right now. i am glad for the view out of my window. it doesnt feel like a prison, more like a new start. its funny the way a wish and a curse are so close to eachother, just like a grudge and a promise.

thank god that shit wasnt live cause i have a mouth like a sailor. edit.

im not a boomerang and youre not badnews. were just nothing at all. thanks for helping me figure it out. two lies in one sentence has to be a new record for you, so congratulations.

sometimes the people that i only know through these songs and this screen make up for onjes i have known for years. thank you for your birthday wishes. they meant alot to me. whether you know it or not.

the birds are starting to sing the world awake at my house. get here soon morning.

"i wish i could stop being around people, i guess i am just addicted to it..." w.e.