is that your ego in your pocket pete or are you just happy to see me?

the truth is it feels foreign everytime a face graces the cover of one of "those" magazines or one of "those" countdowns. because all of the words are about how i wanted to cut my insides out. it makes me feel uneasy. the smile on my face is just so you wont ask me whats the matter.

today i thought about walking into traffic. not to die but because i am fascinated by injury. its probably good that "those" thoughts are so fleeting.

someone thought theyd go out and teach my heart a lesson.

lil' wayne "the carter 2" is keeping me out of my mind.